{"id":1092,"date":"2019-10-11T04:32:14","date_gmt":"2019-10-11T03:32:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/?p=1092"},"modified":"2024-11-15T01:14:06","modified_gmt":"2024-11-15T01:14:06","slug":"futility","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/futility\/","title":{"rendered":"Futility \/ Fertility"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<span class=\"key\">Key 78<\/span>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/perpetual-emotion-machine\/\">K<\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/key\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"2936\">e<\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/perpetual-emotion-machine\/\">y<\/a> \/ <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/perpetual-emotion-machine\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"181\">Perpetual Emotion Machine<\/a><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">from <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/candor\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"2949\">Candor<\/a><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">2016<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:34px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-1024x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4502\" srcset=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-1024x1024.png 1024w, https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-768x768.png 768w, https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-1536x1536.png 1536w, https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-2048x2048.png 2048w, https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/futility-cover-01-200x200.png 200w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:21px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>This track is (semi-)unique in that it is being used for two artist monikers. Originally, this was written without a particular project in mind &#8212; but eventually it was intended for <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/perpetual-emotion-machine\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"181\">Perpetual Emotion Machine<\/a>&#8216;s cancelled <strong>Worry Box<\/strong> project, then as a track for an as-yet-unreleased <strong>ibigibi <\/strong>album <strong>The Depths<\/strong>. Its first appearance in any formal project is in a truncated and minimalized form as opening and closing tracks for <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/candor\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"2949\">Candor<\/a>, the <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/key\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"2936\">Key <\/a>vocal album project, where the arrangement has been stripped down into two-minute bites. But originally, the demo was very much a hard drum and bass jazz composition with some really aggressive energy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The main theme when writing this was that I was feeling very pointless in 2014, and rather than write music that sounded depressing, I though I would attempt to write something in a major key. I was inspired by Goldie&#8217;s collaboration with David Bowie in 1997 for the chord progression &#8212; major keys but with an unexpected twist in the sequence which gave the song an odd metaphysical feeling. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The original version did not have any lyrics, but some were written in 2023. It started off being mainly about me, but quickly moved in more of a social consciousness direction. Ultimately, this is about my perspective of all the things going on in the world that I am not in control of &#8212; wanting to make change but not knowing how, and also how it can cumulatively become a weight on your shoulders that is too hard to carry. George Michael&#8217;s song <strong>Praying For Time<\/strong> was something that was in my mind when writing these lyrics, and also accounts for my intended singing style.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"lock\">Lock 7800<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Futility (Original Demo)<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Perpetual Emotion Machine<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>The original demo which appeared on SoundCloud.<\/p>\n\n\n<p><iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" allow=\"autoplay\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/1553637367&#038;color=%23ac7850&#038;auto_play=false&#038;hide_related=false&#038;show_comments=true&#038;show_user=true&#038;show_reposts=false&#038;show_teaser=true\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"lock\">Lock 7801<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Futility (Demo 2)<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Perpetual Emotion Machine<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>An alternate demo with a different set of loops and synths. <strong>Unreleased.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"lock\">Lock 7802<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Futility <\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Key<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>The opener to <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/candor\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"4362\">Candor<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" allow=\"autoplay\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/1673139588&#038;color=%23ec3651&#038;auto_play=false&#038;hide_related=false&#038;show_comments=true&#038;show_user=true&#038;show_reposts=false&#038;show_teaser=true\"><\/iframe>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"fob\">Fob 39<\/div>\n<div class=\"lock\">Lock 7803<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Fertility<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Key<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Instrumental reprise of the <a href=\"https:\/\/perpetualemotionmachine.com\/index.php\/candor\/\" data-type=\"page\" data-id=\"2949\">Candor<\/a> version.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" allow=\"autoplay\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/1673139087&#038;color=%23ec3651&#038;auto_play=false&#038;hide_related=false&#038;show_comments=true&#038;show_user=true&#038;show_reposts=false&#038;show_teaser=true\"><\/iframe>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"fob\">Fob 39a<\/div>\n<div class=\"lock\">Lock 7804<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Futility (Album Instrumental)<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Key<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" allow=\"autoplay\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/1952232079&#038;color=%23ec3651&#038;auto_play=false&#038;hide_related=false&#038;show_comments=true&#038;show_user=true&#038;show_reposts=false&#038;show_teaser=true\"><\/iframe>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"fob\">Fob 39<\/div>\n<div class=\"lock\">Lock 7805<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Futile (Rancor Dub)<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Key<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Remix\/Dub Version.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" allow=\"autoplay\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/1831682727&#038;color=%232504a5&#038;auto_play=false&#038;hide_related=false&#038;show_comments=true&#038;show_user=true&#038;show_reposts=false&#038;show_teaser=true\"><\/iframe>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Credits<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>written, produced and arranged by <strong>Key<\/strong>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Lyrics<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>I look around me and I see<br>This feeling&#8217;s hunting me<br>Trying to drag me to the sea<br>Is this how is has to be?<br>I don&#8217;t know what to do<br>Someone tell me what to do<br>Why do I have to prove<br>That we have too much to lose<br>People tell me all the time<br>They try to change my mind<br>Things will get better in time<br>And life can be sublime<br>But I don&#8217;t know what to say<br>Someone tell me what to say<br>Make this feeling go away<br>Does it matter anyway?<br>Sometimes I feel like life&#8217;s a game<br>And I am losing<br>No regrets<br>I&#8217;m not ashamed<br>Mistakes were made<br>But it was all for this charade<br>I look around me and I feel<br>We no longer can conceal<br>Kindness has lost its appeal<br>And ignorance has been revealed<br>And I don&#8217;t know what to say<br>Don&#8217;t know what there is to say<br>Tell me it will be okay<br>Does it matter anyway?<br>We&#8217;re all grabbing for our piece of the pie<br>Each bite we take another person will die<br>We just never hear their cry<br>And I don&#8217;t know what to do<br>And neither do you<br>I wish it were not true<br>So we could start anew<br>Sometimes I think we are losing<br>It&#8217;s absurd and so confusing<br>I have had all I can take<br>So lift me up before I break<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Key 78 Key \/ Perpetual Emotion Machine from Candor 2016 This track is (semi-)unique in that it is being used for two artist monikers. 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